"You make me happy in a way that no one else can, but you have the ability to make me feel hurt in a way that nobody else does."
Tonight I can’t switch off so I can fall asleep. I just want to watch Sons of Anarchy but I know that won’t help me sleep 😫
I’m feeling a little all over the place of late, one minute I’m happy the next I feel over come with sadness; like everything I push to the back of my mind that I don’t want to deal with or I want to forget is seeping through to the surface. It’s like small out bursts of sadness when a thought or memory surfaces and it affects every part of my being, soon enough that feeling passes when I push them back to where they reside; but I feel like I’m going crazy, that I’m so up and down that I don’t know where the start ends and where the finish begins.
"There isn’t anything you could possibly say about me that I haven’t already thought myself."